The inner thoughts of a slave girl. i have been in the lifestyle real time a very long time and have felt the love and beauty that comes from serving. It is inside of me. It is what both plagues me and feeds me. Serving is much more then a sexual fetish. It is a very spiritual movement that my soul begs to take on a constant. These are my thoughts. Sometimes dark and twisted but mine nonetheless. If Y/you would like to reach out please do so!

 

i have never really been drawn to lions.  Yet lately every time one shows up on my feed i sigh.  It reminds me of Him.  Strong…silent..calculated but soft.  Rough but caring.  Warm and safe but an untold hunger in His eyes.  i think i.will set this as my screen saver at work.  A quiet reminder.

i have never really been drawn to lions. Yet lately every time one shows up on my feed i sigh. It reminds me of Him. Strong…silent..calculated but soft. Rough but caring. Warm and safe but an untold hunger in His eyes. i think i.will set this as my screen saver at work. A quiet reminder.

(Source: eqiunox)

withmyheartwideopen:

little-lilah-grace:

A little trail leading down to your beautiful nipples little one… The bruises might as well spell out M-I-N-E because you are marked and i wish for everyone to know…

I hate that I need to keep my neck bruise free, but the rest of me is fair game.

Beautiful!!!!!!

withmyheartwideopen:

little-lilah-grace:

A little trail leading down to your beautiful nipples little one… The bruises might as well spell out M-I-N-E because you are marked and i wish for everyone to know…

I hate that I need to keep my neck bruise free, but the rest of me is fair game.

Beautiful!!!!!!

(Source: reckless-sin)

Books and an Owner taking what is his….soft porn?? i think so!!

Books and an Owner taking what is his….soft porn?? i think so!!

(Source: ftloas)

Umph.
Him fully dressed in a suit no less.  her naked.
Rough…
Double umph

Umph.

Him fully dressed in a suit no less.  her naked.

Rough…

Double umph

(Source: instafetish)

Exactly how I feel today.  Head swimming.  All good things but swimming none the less.  What a lovely photo.

Exactly how I feel today.  Head swimming.  All good things but swimming none the less.  What a lovely photo.

(Source: monsieurdufraise)

my slave soul tangled

one solitary soul.

You snuck around the corner

Melting into me like an ice cube on a hot summer day

Sitting in the sun for centuries without notice

But someone did notice

He noticed my dark brown eyes aching

Needing

Wanting

my entire world begging to roll upon Your silent lips

i could have bet my entire soul that i had ventured on Your lips before

 Floated through them a million times before as if Your soul called silently to me in the dark.

i caught my breath as You quietly stole mine from my lungs.

A mute Morris code upon my skin that only You could decipher

A hidden message wiped clean as you order me to my knees.

So that i could be so close that i could see my own reflection in Your eyes.

A foreign language only few understand

You and i

There are no words.

There is no need for speech

i understand my place

my face fitting perfectly in Your hands

As if it always was

And was never without.

Your fingertips tracing softly over my lips

As if to silence the chatter that was swimming inside my head.

I want to say a million things.  Convey the depth in which You have entered. 

But I silence.

For I want you to see it.  Feel it.  Believe it.

I don’t want to just be a girl on her knees. 

I want to be Your girl on her knees.

Umph….how i long for Him.  Its gonna be a long night with this ache…but i do get two…yes!!

Umph….how i long for Him. Its gonna be a long night with this ache…but i do get two…yes!!